Tuesday, March 31, 2009

kronik hardcore

I'm bored, hence the post...well actually sbb xde org nk kacau since cik Amrin is in Wanganui for 2 weeks...haha nampak sgt bile apart jer ader entry...yes i'm that busy when i'm with him...ntah hape2 ntah kitorg buat to kill time, so now i'm missing him like crazy coz i'm bored...haha...and yes i cried when he left.

I seriously have nothing to talk about...been studying and doing oncall like theres no tomorrow...i'm so skema that i've already done my second case history which is due next friday...sedangkan 1st case baru hantar semalam...ish kronik sungguh...i've been on the ward like 8-5 everday last week without fail and weekends 9-9...sampai bdk group cakap i'm like always there day and night...haha kronik hardcore katenye...ape2la, i'm bored i've got nothing to do...i think i have a drastic change of personality for some weird unknown reason but biler pikir-pikir balik, i've always been skema pun back in school days especially about homework...mesti nk siapkan awal2 but still try to ponteng klas whenever i can..haha sungguh pelik...don't ask, i am weird..

Ok i don't know what else to merapu...nak update ape lg pasal self...owh i'm broke...i think I'm always broke...hahah....and i still have no plan for baby's birthday...he hates party and i've been trying to throw him one since forever but since he hates it, i prolly will not do it...fiance saye gagah but sungguh pemalu bab2 nie...he's a bit shy of having people celebrating his birthday or the way he puts it, 'ala i just wanna celebrate with you'...yeah right!

Anyway, i have so many thing in ideas my head but it can't be grand and expensive because he hates that too...he doesn't like me spending money on him, well he doesn't like me spending money on anything pun...haha he knows how i spend so i guess it justify...

ok i have no idea what else to write, i will write more sometimes in this 2 weeks and yes i will coz i'll be bored...


p/s: pumpkin, i miss u...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

If you fell off the face of the earth will anyone notice?

Friday, March 6, 2009

An update

Taranaki was great…well apart from being apart from the fiancée of course…Come to think of it I don’t think we’ve ever been apart…well of course we’ve been apart when we’re in Malaysia but that was different because we were with families…this time we’re literally alone and that was definitely different…

I’m not an expert on relationship…EVER…of course I’ve been in relationshipS before but the only real relationship I have is with him…I’ve never been the one guy type of girl and yes I know, its BAD…I just don’t easily trust guys and I guess those have been with me will have trust issues with girls as well… not that I’ve been hurt before but because I’m afraid of getting hurt, I don’t let guys in that easily…so how fiancée manage to make me stay and be loyal is a wonder…I guess as u get older, you tend to become more mature and with the right guy, you just know it (I know, I know its cliché)

Ok2, so not supposed to be a relationship entry…I’m actually trying to up date my week in Taranaki…I love the town and the place I’m staying has a view of the ocean, you could not asked for more…I was actually supposed to have an entry pending to publish within the 2 weeks I’m away but it’s a lovey dovey mushy love letter to the fiancée and come to think of it, its prolly not appropriate (haha) to the public eye…so I might just print it off and post it instead…a big maybe tho…

So what have I been doing this week, we went for horse riding which was really fun…I had a flu vaccination which made my arm a lil swollen the next day…I’ve been eating instant noodle for the whole week (klu x turun gak berat, x tahula)…I’ve been walking everywhere and my feet hurt like hell…I’ve been watching the Hills season 2-4 over and over again…study wise, maybe about 5 pages of childhood infections…well that’s pretty much it…

I can’t wait to get home and we’re planning a night out once I land…Owh I also just bought SATC gladiator heels which I’m dying to wear…it arrive from US on the Saturday before I left…cis dengki betul (stupid Kastam!)…anyway it will be great to wear it watching Confession of Shopaholic (which Sayang have promise to come and watch with)..Honestly I would prefer to watch it with my Girls…but my Girls are either out of Welly or out of NZ…sad…but fiancée can be a great girlfriend at times, well at least he tries…


Bear, I'm still missing you...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009