Thursday, December 31, 2009

Goodbye 2009

I can't believe its nearly the end of 2009...this year had been one of the most challenging year, emotionally...we've been through a lot this year and we supported each other through out it...it was difficult but knowing that we have each to hang on to, we made it...Our life were put on hold this year, literally and I just couldn't believe that here we stand, proud, and able to finally move on...i know i always say and its cliche, I really don't know where will be if its not for him and i meant it, with all my heart...despite not having to celebrate the end of one of the most challenging year together, I know that you, as for me, are so relief that this is over...


As for 2010, we welcome you and hopefully it will be a better year for us...


Somehow this reminds me the song we (high school mates and I) used to sing and scream our lungs out when the going gets tough...

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Is it May 28th yet?

Besties, I'm booking u girls on this date...well ok, when the day it actually reach Malaysia...

Who's counting anymore...

I had a bad day yesterday...it started all fine...did 10 minute of yoga and then i takde mood (ok2 i got pancit) and then marathon ER season 15...then i got thirsty, open the fridge and the light from the fridge wasn't on and the fridge is not as cold as it was...crap, don't tell me the fridge is broken...i know the fridge need to be clean as the ice is so thick, i can make a whole iceman with it...i've been postponing to clean the bloody thing since before final, which is about 1 n half month ago...since then the ice grew bigger and bigger...so then i switched it off, and brought everything out...i left it about 3 hours and there were no sign the ice was melting...so i had to crushed the ice with a knife and that took literally 5hours and years of my life...i never hated ice that bad and honestly i nearly had a meltdown...

once finished it was already midnight, my arm is so sore and i think i got carpal tunnel syndrome...hahah so when i switch the fridge on, the light is still out...double crap!...there's nothing i can do at this point, so i was praying hard its just the bulb and not the whole fridge...who the hell am I gonna called in the middle of the night...so i just went to sleep...

This morning I woke up, open the fridge and the light is still out but the fridge was cold...that was a relief...

So what did i do today...at first super malas to go out and jog but manage to drag my ass out of bed and straight to oriental bay...traffic was bad as its christmas eve but there wasn't a lot people at the bay...had a 30 minutes jog and then stayed in the sun, reading a book i borrowed from the library...that felt good and i realized how much i will miss chilling in oriental bay when i leave...we go way back...there were days when i would just sit by the beach and cried missing my mum, or when i felt i couldn't go on anymore, or the fact that i feel like quitting med school...and the were days when I was so happy and all i wanted to do was eat an ice cream by the beach or even now when its the best jogging place ever...I know i'll come back...

Ok i'm hungry, lunch time....

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

2 day down, 13 more to go...

Woke up at 10.00am today...siap2 dah nearly 11am...terus drive to Spotlight and i thought since its already past peak hour, the road will be empty...boy was i wrong, traffic was bad and I had to go through the city to get to the shop...it wasn't to bad but i'm not used to drive let alone drive in a heavy traffic...manage to arrive in one piece and shop for an hour, bought some fabrics to make table clothes and tab curtains...biler nak buat who knows?...my sewing machine is still in the store...will clean the store first *note to self*



pic googled

Owh i was already wearing jogging attire so i headed straight to oriental bay...ramai giler orang, sunbathing and all....terus rindu fiance...ishh anyway manage to run 0.8x2=1.6km according to the wises map...ok2 tipu alternate jog and walk but hey its been a while since i jog...but it was really good jog...love the salty sea smell with the view kids playing in the sand and some hotties playing touch...hahaha...i'm so doing it again!



Stopover at new world to get some salads and dressings and headed home...balik terus tulis borang renew student visa and i tried calling the radiology to book a slot for an Xray...tetibe die cakap bleh jer buat in the next half an hour...so i drove there and manage to get everything done...

Head home and finished off cleaning...i still have the store to clean up...serious pancit...

till tomorrow...i have to keep myself busy or i'll miss him like crazy...


Monday, December 21, 2009

1 day down, 14 more to go....

I dreaded waking up this morning knowing he is not going to be around...I wanted to stay in the duvet as long as I could but i had errands to do...nak tak nak bangun gakla...Drove to school, the post office, public library and fishmonger...its pretty random errands...actually wanted to go to spotlight, a fabric/sewing shop but i decided to leave it for tomorrow...I went home and start cleaning...I wanted to start yoga today but after several heavy lifting, I'm pretty knackered...kire dah eksesais lah tu...

ok I'm still missing him....manage to steal some of his t-shirt and sweat shirt...its kinda good to sleep in his cloth, somehow it sooth me...can't wait for him to arrive so that i we can webcam 24/7....yes i can be that jiwang....hahaha

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Christmas hols

I'm such a cry baby...I promise myself I wouldn't cry but i did...so fiance left for home and I send him off this morning...I was weeping when he boarded and he shed a tear as well...I know its hard for him to see me sad...I remembered when we use to board plane together at the welly airport, there will always be young couple saying goodbye, in tears...and I would say to fiance "sian gf die, thank god we're always together kan"...but today I finally felt what it feels like to cry at the gate seeing your loved one go...okay I know I'm a bit dramatic, its not like we gonna be apart for long...but i just hate being apart from him...tula bile dekat asik nak merajuk, skang sedih...

Owh I've now started driving again (one of my resolution)...after several practice in palmy, i'm finally a bit confident driving alone...but it makes fiance really worried now that he is not in the country...so yesterday had a practice run in the city and that eases his mind but he won't let me drive on the motorway without him just yet...god I'm missing him again just talking about him...

Another resolution is to lose weight....I've started planning on my diet and exercise regime...i'm hoping i can stick to it...planning to lose 15kg which will put me slightly underweight... of course fiance hated the idea but he says as long as I'm happy and I don't lose the curve...hahaha...

I have always have problem with saving money...Prior to last year it was even difficult for me to spend within my budget let alone save money...fiance always come to my rescue everytime the month ends...thats when i start doing online business and last year the money i make i used to shop and i never went negative again...and for the first time I did not even ask dad for money, not even for the flight ticket home, which is a really big thing... but turning 26, my new resolution is to save money, at least $20 a week, which I've done in the past month and fiance is really proud...fiance is really good with money, both making and saving, and of course spending...Since I sucked so bad in managing my money, he manages my rent, power and internet money, he will take the money and put it in his account and make automatic payment to the account that my landlord takes from...so all is left in my personal bank account is spending money... and that have been going on for years now, tapi account tu pun bleh negative at times prior to last year..

So that's my new resolution turning 26, I'm really hoping I will meet all the resolution...

As for the 2 weeks Christmas hols, I have so many things to do and am still contemplating to
go to chc to meet my darling gf, Ami...I know i need to go and see her as this might be the last time I see her for a long time plus I miss her dearly...the problem is the cheapest ticket to chc is from 31/12-4/1 (last day of my hols), it so far away...but the good thing is I arrive welly on the same day as fiance, so we can drove home together....and later that day we need to drove to hawkes bay for GP run...confirm giler pancit...so still need to think about that....fiance ask to get earlier flight despite the cost and not to worry about the money, tapi ntahla we'll see...

Checklist of my 2 weeks plan
  1. Clean my place and do some deco
  2. Start on electives process
  3. Renew student visa and xray
  4. Study GP
  5. Plan family nz road trip
  6. Find accomodation in hawkes bay
I can't think of what else but I'm sure there's more...I need to keep myself busy or I'll miss him like crazy...

He left...........

and I'm still crying

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I'm sick and staying sick...

There is only one thing that i hate being in paeds dept...they always make me sick...i think i caught one of those kiddies viral illnesses...so now everytime night comes, i spike a fever...great! dah la siang2 busy in hospital, malam when I'm supposed to study I'll get temperature...just great!...to make thing worse i'm oncall this weekend, presentation on thursday and need to drive down straight after for assessment on friday...ANDDD...fiance going back to malaysia (yes again!) on saturday for his sister wedding, so yes I'm left alone in Welly for the Christmas hols and new year...Sad....

owh I have yet to post my new resolution...i tend to do new resolution once i'm a year older rather than every beginning of a new year...i will post it later...

Monday, December 7, 2009

Welly-brisbane-sydney-perth-kl-goldcoast-welly-palmy..hawkes bay

With the rate that i'm posting entry, I might as well just stop blogging completely...but I've been busy, I know the lame-st excuse...

Anyway I haven't write for so long because I've been putting my life on hold, literally...but now that I've passed my 5th year and I'm in my final year aka TI year, I can finally plan for the future...and NO, I didn't come home to get married and I'm not planning to get married anytime soon so please stop all the rumour that have been going around...I kawin I jemput, don't worry...

Oh ye
I'm went back to Malaysia for only 10 days and I didn't manage to see everyone...it was goo to be home and finally seeing my 2 lalings again...its been more than 6 years since the 3 of us were in the same continent...I forgot how much it was...

Didn't do much during my 10 days stay and for the first time, i wasn't so eager to eat all the Malaysian food under the sun...weird...

Anyway we stopover in GC for 3 days and 2 night...It was so awesome that we couldnt even bother to take pictures and just enjoyed our time there...plus i got sunburnt playing in the water park and i look so buruk dark...some people can pull the hitam manis look but i sure can't...

Once we reached home/welly, we had to pack for 1 month of supply to palmy...we are currently doing paeds run in Palmy...we didn't have place to stay for a the first couple days and that was stressful...but we pull it through...

Last friday, bestie's father pass away (Al-fatihah) and I've been calling her twice a day for support...and everytime i talk to her i cried with her....'yang i know its painful but u'll get through this'...so since last week i wasn't up to anything much and even on my birthday, i just couldn't celebrate and we just went out for dinner but i was just too sad the whole week...I really wish i could fly home right this instance...



Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Mak aih malas giler nak update blog...sedangkan banyak jer bende nak cite...right now I'm just so happy where i am and loving every single moment with fiance...after so many years i'm still 'angau' and I'm LOVING IT!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Suckie, Suckie Night...

Last night sucks so bad...


Started with me cutting my finger while cooking dinner...

Kept falling asleep (dunno why) while waiting for 10pm to go and watch Transformers...

Locked myself out of my house and paid $120 for the locksmith t0 open the door...

Arrive 10 minutes late for Transformer which ended up us sitting at the far end...


Nasib baik Transformer best, I cried when prime die (eventho i kinda know he didn't die) but seriously best but the transformer actually cost $150...Damn you, house key!...habis allowance shopping I this month...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

The day he spend on shopping more than I do...

We had a blast in Auckland...it was short and sweet...so need to do it again...


Last week, browsing Pacific blue for end of the year cheap flight, I came across cheap flight to Auckland for $19 one way, so tanye fiance and he was like BOOK it...so I did...memule ingat nak stay for 2 nights but the only available $19 return ticket was the next day...hmm pikir2 balik ok jer since I'm dying to do window shopping in Auckland...so i book the earliest convenient flight out to Auckland on 23rd and the latest return flight to Wellington on 24th...then i found a cheap accommodation in the heart of Auckland...turun2 jumpe LV store (well more to turun bukit, turn kiri and lintas jalan..haha but you'll get there in a minute..if you sprint hahaha)...but anyway it was a great deal considering we only use $150 for the entire trip minus the shopping of course...


Anyway since it was only a night and we were only bringing carry on luggage, I was reminded repeatedly to pack light...and I actually pack my stuff 2 hours before the flight (for those who know me, know that I tend to make a list of things to bring and start packing at least a day before)...in the 2 hours, I manage to cook fried rice with sambal udang to bring, pack my stuff, mandi, iron my tudung and had breakfast...


Parked our car near the airport, check in and board the plane...arrive in Auckland at 9.30am and took the bus to the city...had our brunch/early lunch at the harbour side...



At 11.00am we start strolling down Queen Street...before that we went into Coach to browse the price for my two darlings and fiance loves some of the designs, I tawaf the store more than 3 times even though there wasn't much collections pun...we went to LV and fiance gave the 'green light' and I'm super happy (I'll let you know more on the 'green light' when the time comes)...and we went to other designer stores just to compare the prices..


Then we went to Chancery and High street...Calvin Klein was having 30% off everything excluding underwear and jewelery and guess who bought the first thing on our-supposed-aqish-shopping-trip...yes, fiance bought a new jean...hot jer i but knowing that he is soo picky with his jeans, i'm actually kinda relief that he found the cutting that he likes...lepas tu die pulak beria nak find new shoes (another item he is picky on)...he will only buy shoe/jeans that he really2 like...




Then lepas tu, i dah penat/hypo-caffeinemia and as usual melepak at Starbucks sampai petang...then bought takeaway beriani ayam and lamb for dinner...lepas dinner kul 8.30 i dah tertidur...


The next day at 10am, we took a bus to Newmarket because someone want to buy shoes...apparently Newmarket has tons of shoe stores...Pusing2 and none to his liking, we ended up in Starbuck Newmarket pulak, stayed a few hours and then start finding lunch...after lunch, found a bag in Esprit to ganti my school bag and we headed back to downtown Auckland...


Then I found my favourite stationary store, Kikki.K and they were having 50% off...bought a folder, clip and pen...Then lepak Starbuck again and while reading cosmo, I saw a cute sleeping mask by Peter Alexander...terus tinggal fiance to go to the store (he was too tired to tag along plus he is so busy surfing internet)




At 6pm, took our bag and headed to the airport and we flew home...


Sampai rumah letak bag and order Cinta's chicken rice and baru sedar we didn't return the dvds...aiseh mesti kene denda lagi nie...


Somehow last night finding parking was a nightmare, so nak tak nak he had to drop me off to pay for the fine...dah semangat keluarkan kad EFTPOS nak bayar fine and abang Civic video tu cakap "I'll let you off this time but make sure you get it in on time, next time" sambil senyum and he was so cute too...I told fiance, leaving the cute part of course, and he was like "hmm ok, lepas nie you jerla antar kalau lambat"...then I replied "tula, tererkan q and for the record, I did not flirt"...haha


Oh ye, today fiance bought a new adidas shoe online and right now he is busy finding a new watch pulak...ish die pulak yang banyak shopping...tonight we're going to watch Transformer at 10pm...so till then...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I have a thing for stripes...

Hackett is on sale and its up to 50%!! I pulak yang drooling over men's clothes...but seriously its super cantik...Haila naper store die around Europe jer mostly...paling dekat pun jepun...or South Africa...eh mane satu lagi dekat nie?...Currently I'm eyeing on this Aston Martin Racing Stripe Rugby Shirt


One day baby, one day...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Poor Baby

Mr. Fiance has just recovered from a cold...I thought by forcing him to get the flu vaccine will avoid his sickie days this year but obviously nothing can stop him from getting sick every year...no-no I'm not complaining, its just sad seeing him miserable...yeah right! the truth is you hate not being able to be the mengade one...haha

So the past couples of days was eating soup every day...that's the only thing he will eat when he is sick...soup daging/kambing with carrot and potato+sambal garam+lil' nasi+tons of bawang goreng....but okla, at least he still want to eat...so this couple of days, I have been busy running back and forth taking care of him (ie cleaning and rewashing his bedding, sterilizing every each items he touches, making him alcohol gels his hands every single seconds)...

and today, I'm glad he's getting a lot better...




When he was eating his soup last couple of nights, tetibe he said...


"Awak tahu ape nak masak kalau saye sakit...kalau awak sakit, saye nak masak ape eh?"...



aww terharu I, he is still being thoughtful tengah sakit2 tu...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

One productive day!

I did 3 loads of laundry today...manage to collect 2 full bags of rubbish...rearrange books and clothes...cooked ayam masak merak and tomyam crab and finally had ho-cho from melted whittakers and toblerone bar with fresh milk and whipped cream with hershey syrup...mmm sinfully delicious...and tadaa!


Made all the kotaks myself *self-pat on the back*...and right at the top is my kotak hantaran i gave to him *giler buruk siku amik balik* and leftovers door gift boxes

See, my door gift box can be subtitues for eyeliner/mascara/curler/lipliner/lipgloss container and the flowers are also leftovers from the hantaran...the coat rack I modified putting more hooks...owh I'm so handy!


Tomorrow kene pegi farmers market...there's no more sayur to cook and need to do some groceries, beras dh habis....ader org tu salah beli beras, so td makan brown rice...hmm sihat la skit...k till tomorrow


Its June...Yeay!

Glad that May has ended and a recap on some of the things that happen last month...Someone bought a bread maker and a waffle maker, which made him occupied for 2 weeks and tons of breads at home...I've never seen anyone so obsessed with a bread maker before...hahaha and the pizza and sausage bread are all his doing....i tolong skit2 je...





On another note, I passed all my exams for the first semester and currently having 3 weeks of holiday...Somehow I'm a bit miserable being on holiday (bleh x camtu?) and he said I'm a workaholic, so holiday is stressful for me...haha waktu x cuti whining nak cuti...but seriously i need to do something, asik2 ulang kemas rumah...


Last weekend we watched Terminator (last month tgk wayang everyweek, nasib baik passed exam)and had our weekly dose of Cinta's nasi ayam...on Saturday went out for window shopping and had lunch at Midland Sushi, super best now that fiance loves sushi, but xde gamba sbb super lapar...then had coffee/ho-cho with chocolate at Butler's chocolate...mmm blissful...









That night made plan to sleepover at Zen's/Nuha's place for movie night/reminiscing old days...cook my famous daging ketuk bercili (well famous to fiancela) and brought popcorn...had quite a blast gossiping and revealing past relationships...haha and movie didn't even start until 10.30 and we slept at around 4am doing God knows what...

The next day, Kakok came over and Anna cooked Nasi lemak...it was great catching up with Kakok...fiance keep txting asking when I'm coming home...haila...he picked me up around 4pm and went straight to Pak n Save for groceries...tetibe he wanted to make sushi and yes he did it himself...I tolong skit2 jer because he is so excited to roll the sushi...sumer bende nak bubuh, hah sukatila..




The rest of the week was just being couch potato, watching rented DVDs...but we've been staying at starbucks till it closes this couple of nights/early mornings...the first night we didnt brought anything along ie books/laptops and not even our handphones, so nk xnak had to borak jerla all night long...haha cam susahla for us just talking without doing anything else at the same time...but somehow we managed tp the next night, which was tonight/just now, i brought books to read and he was finishing his programming stuff on his laptop...stayed for 4 hours and went home at 2am...

Tomorrow I'm thinking of kemas rumah (yet again!) and angkat baju yg dah seminggu sidai kat luar...hahaha and perhaps do another 2 loads and sidai another week...here are some random pictures, i baru transer from my hp which i think must be at least a month old and yes, I do have my vain moments...






Sunday, May 10, 2009

Friday, May 1, 2009

A hypothesis...

The last time I wrote an entry, I felt like I've got so many thing to say. But somehow right now, I have the faintest idea of what I should write. Somehow having Paeds over is not so joyful as I've imagine, maybe because I think I suck at the osce stations. Who the hell know how to manage a 2 year old sleeping problem? Seriously! Gosh...Anyway lantakla...

On another note, I just realized one good thing about how to reduce my urge to go for a shopping spree. Haha but I have yet to prove my hypothesis. The key is to go on a shopping spree before the allowance is being given. So what i did was, before my allowance deposited into my account, I went for an online shopping spree (the week before allowances is deposit, which usually on Friday). Then once the allowance is in, I'm still excited on the things that I have bought online but have yet possess and the anticipation stopped me from going shopping that weekend (ok2,not true, I can't go shopping last weekend because I had exam coming up and I need to study). Haha. But anyway once all the items arrive the following week, I'm already all 'high' from all the purchases and that will definitely stop me from going shopping this weekend. Haha Yeah right!. *Esok dah plan nk pi beli tudung tie rack and glasson's cardigan lg* Well I never said its a shopping-proof theory but more of a 'I want go on a spree everytime I get my allowance' theory. And yes the theory basically go on a spree at the end of your 3 months allowance rather than at the very beginning. HAHA


Remember I mentioned my Sony Camera makan battery tak ingat and because of that I bought a new camera. Nothing fancy, just Sony T10 which is an upgrade from my 5 years old Sony and yes its pink. GO figure!




Owh and my darling dearest Ami surprised me with a bunch of gifts last week. I came home to a parcel. I thought it was one of my purchases and I recognized the hand writing. Then fiance confess that she asked for my address a few week ago. It was our engagement gifts and cards. It was really sweet of her. Thank you darl! You really made my day...


I think thats pretty much what happen last week. I'll update more later.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Too much too update, too little time to do so...i'll update end of this week because paeds will finish soon...YEAY!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Tengah malam semalam saya jatuh tangga...kaki kiri saya terseliuh dari setiap arah...tak pernah saya merasa sakit sebegitu sekali...saya sungguh melodramatik semalam...menangis sambil menjerit 'baby don't' setiap kali tunang saya cuba memeriksa kaki saya...saya tidak boleh berjalan dan hampir pengsan kerana terlalu sakit...jadi tunang saya perlu mengangkat saya masuk kerumah dan mengaiskan kaki saya...saya tidur dalam kesakitan semalam...ini merupakan kali kedua kaki saya terseliuh tahun ini...sungguh 'clumsy' (tak ingat dalam bahasa melayu)


nota untuk diri: sila jangan turun tangga dalam gelap sambil berborak-borak tanpa melihat tangga tersebut!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I soo need to do my assignments but this makes me just drool...the new Coach Bonnie Collection...













Owh I want it all...it soo pretty!!...k-kim, can i?

Our Easter weekend gateaway...

We had a week of holiday starting from last friday...As mentioned fiance was in Wanganui... he came back on thursday night and we both headed to Wanganui the next morning (since accomodation dh bayar till sunday, didn't want it to go to waste)...it was just 2 hours drive anyway...packed nasi kerabu and off we went...arrive quite late and had pizza, garlic bread and mushroom soup...igt nk beli groceries skit but all supermarket closed on good friday...ciss

We've been mengidam to eat prawn for ages...so we decided to head to Taupo to catch prawns...ye me + fishing = not making sense...tapi kerana our vacation this time is about leisure and prawn-hunting, terpaksala jugak...so we went to Taupo on Saturday, which is fiance's birthday, and headed to Huka Prawn Park...entry cost was $20 each and we managed to catch half a kilo of prawns....haha rase diri hebat...dah terliur-liur dh nk masak ape...igt nak stay a night in Taupo but fiance punyela x sabar nk makan prawn, we headed to Wanganui that evening jugak...stop at Pak n Save to buy groceries; battered flour for the prawn, ikan cencaru or name glamer die jack mackerel and ikan pari aka skate..semangat giler nk bakar ikan ala-ala di umbai gitu...hahah


So sampai Wanganui je, we started cooking...Fiancee cook his famous nasi lemak with sambal udang and udang celup tepung while I did Ikan cencaru bakar sumbat cili, ikan pari bakar, garlic battered prawns and kicap cili dip.



It was one of the best vacay to date...

Monday, April 6, 2009

Guess what happen this weekend?! Well to be exact on friday evening...I was hungry and couldn't be bother to cook...went to buy fish n chips across the street...came home and open my front door and tetibe I heard "hey babe" but I was not sure where it was coming from as I left the TV on...so i peek inside my house because it sound so familiar and I swear I was hallucinating...it sounds so much like fiance's voice...memang sah angau bleh hallucinate...and as I was about to enter the house, I looked over my shoulder and there he was standing with his suitcase (filled with baju busuk for me to wash ok)...I was giggling like a girl saw candies and gave him a big hug...I was so happy to see him...jahat he actually surprised me...baru tadi he txt saying how he is so tired and we'll chat on the phone lame2 tonite...and I know he was itching to tell me he was coming home for the weekend but seeing how happy i was he knew it was all worth it...

And yes, my weekend was great!

So zen, thats why i didn't go to your place...maybe next time...

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

...I miss him so much that i walk to his place, took one of his t-shirt, went home and slept in it...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

kronik hardcore

I'm bored, hence the post...well actually sbb xde org nk kacau since cik Amrin is in Wanganui for 2 weeks...haha nampak sgt bile apart jer ader entry...yes i'm that busy when i'm with him...ntah hape2 ntah kitorg buat to kill time, so now i'm missing him like crazy coz i'm bored...haha...and yes i cried when he left.

I seriously have nothing to talk about...been studying and doing oncall like theres no tomorrow...i'm so skema that i've already done my second case history which is due next friday...sedangkan 1st case baru hantar semalam...ish kronik sungguh...i've been on the ward like 8-5 everday last week without fail and weekends 9-9...sampai bdk group cakap i'm like always there day and night...haha kronik hardcore katenye...ape2la, i'm bored i've got nothing to do...i think i have a drastic change of personality for some weird unknown reason but biler pikir-pikir balik, i've always been skema pun back in school days especially about homework...mesti nk siapkan awal2 but still try to ponteng klas whenever i can..haha sungguh pelik...don't ask, i am weird..

Ok i don't know what else to merapu...nak update ape lg pasal self...owh i'm broke...i think I'm always broke...hahah....and i still have no plan for baby's birthday...he hates party and i've been trying to throw him one since forever but since he hates it, i prolly will not do it...fiance saye gagah but sungguh pemalu bab2 nie...he's a bit shy of having people celebrating his birthday or the way he puts it, 'ala i just wanna celebrate with you'...yeah right!

Anyway, i have so many thing in ideas my head but it can't be grand and expensive because he hates that too...he doesn't like me spending money on him, well he doesn't like me spending money on anything pun...haha he knows how i spend so i guess it justify...

ok i have no idea what else to write, i will write more sometimes in this 2 weeks and yes i will coz i'll be bored...


p/s: pumpkin, i miss u...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

If you fell off the face of the earth will anyone notice?

Friday, March 6, 2009

An update

Taranaki was great…well apart from being apart from the fiancée of course…Come to think of it I don’t think we’ve ever been apart…well of course we’ve been apart when we’re in Malaysia but that was different because we were with families…this time we’re literally alone and that was definitely different…

I’m not an expert on relationship…EVER…of course I’ve been in relationshipS before but the only real relationship I have is with him…I’ve never been the one guy type of girl and yes I know, its BAD…I just don’t easily trust guys and I guess those have been with me will have trust issues with girls as well… not that I’ve been hurt before but because I’m afraid of getting hurt, I don’t let guys in that easily…so how fiancée manage to make me stay and be loyal is a wonder…I guess as u get older, you tend to become more mature and with the right guy, you just know it (I know, I know its cliché)

Ok2, so not supposed to be a relationship entry…I’m actually trying to up date my week in Taranaki…I love the town and the place I’m staying has a view of the ocean, you could not asked for more…I was actually supposed to have an entry pending to publish within the 2 weeks I’m away but it’s a lovey dovey mushy love letter to the fiancée and come to think of it, its prolly not appropriate (haha) to the public eye…so I might just print it off and post it instead…a big maybe tho…

So what have I been doing this week, we went for horse riding which was really fun…I had a flu vaccination which made my arm a lil swollen the next day…I’ve been eating instant noodle for the whole week (klu x turun gak berat, x tahula)…I’ve been walking everywhere and my feet hurt like hell…I’ve been watching the Hills season 2-4 over and over again…study wise, maybe about 5 pages of childhood infections…well that’s pretty much it…

I can’t wait to get home and we’re planning a night out once I land…Owh I also just bought SATC gladiator heels which I’m dying to wear…it arrive from US on the Saturday before I left…cis dengki betul (stupid Kastam!)…anyway it will be great to wear it watching Confession of Shopaholic (which Sayang have promise to come and watch with)..Honestly I would prefer to watch it with my Girls…but my Girls are either out of Welly or out of NZ…sad…but fiancée can be a great girlfriend at times, well at least he tries…


Bear, I'm still missing you...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Taranaki for 2 weeks...

Sad that I have to leave to Taranaki tomorrow for 2 weeks (well 12 days exactly, no need to prolonged it, haha) and leaving my cinta hati behind...I promise I'll take care of myself and I'll write love letters as much as I can k, pumpkin?...


I hope I won't be sobbing in tears tomorrow at the airport (haha i doubt)...the last time i remember being so sad being apart was going to ECC but i was so keeping it together, acting all macho in front of Ami and Aini...haha that was painful...I hope it won't be that painful this time tho...


Sayang already planning to drive up this coming weekend, which of course i don't want him to (and I'm being sincere, don't suprised me k, its just 2 weeks)...


So till then...I need to pack and make sure everything fits and angkat-able since I'm leaving my muscle man/extra storage man behind...hik hik...

Friday, February 27, 2009

I wonder how many times can you bounce back until you stop bouncing back?

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Our Saturday...

We were supposed to drive up to Hamilton this weekend but for some inevitable circumstances, we couldn't...So last night we were being couch potato as always watching ANTM (which saye dh tgk sampai abis), American Idol and Project Runaway...and thats pretty much it...


This morning, woke up watch Survivor Tocantins, cook brunch (sausage+onion+lettuce+vogel) and headed to Lower Hutt to pick my new spectacles...and guess what I drove (ye, I drive now, well more of polishing my rustic driving skill)...baby is worried if i had to go to Hutt or Kenepuru hospital and he can't send me (yela kan skang dh lain group)...he is so determined to make me able to drive again, that a couple of nights this week, I had to drive...So driving to Hutt just now was kinda a big deal (the last time i drove, i think, was like 5 years ago, haha never had the reason to drive), with the motorway and Hutt is famous for its gazillion small-medium roundabout (every 100m i tell u), so a bit of cuakness la jugak....but yes the fact that i am writing in my blog right now is soo suggestive that we are still in one piece (at least in the outside haha)...and nie pn baru balik from my intensive course on taking-a-roundabout-without-making-your-fiance-turns-blue...ok nuff about driving!


Anyway at Hutt, fiance for some weird reason have all sort of food craving (seriously kalah org mengandung)...tetibe die craving indian food but since xde indian food yg halal at queensgate, we decide to just head back to temptation restaurant...however jam teruk again on the motorway and its 2.00pm...kat sini most restaurant open for lunch to 2.30pmj er...so dh cuak x sempat sampai, so we decided to call for takeaway...nasib baikla call because they actually closed today...so decided to go to the little india...masuk-masuk city tgk cuba st closed and barula teringat its cuba st carnival...fiance teringat last year they have malaysian foods as well, so excitedla si food craver nie...


The carnival was awesome, they have stalls selling food (mainly), cloths, henna-wearing and couples of band playing...Lame tul x pegi this kinda event, last was in La Rambla in Barcelona...So it was mainly a food hunting sessions and it wasn't me yang beria (haha nampak sgt selalu saye yg suke makan)...Ya Allah banyak giler fiance nak...mule2 mkn nasi+naan+curry pastu beli roti canai pastu beli corn bakar pastu beli 10 mini donut pastu beli 4 sate, pastu beli 2 cendol and lastly beli nasi lemak and nasi beriani for dinner...and sume nie beli berturut2 ok with interval of 3 atm withdrawal (ramai can't except eftpos)...Balik tu baru die realized "eh saye pakse awak makan eh, lupe awak diet"...cis, sudah terlambat...hahaha

I didn't take any pictures which is a ashamed because it was beautiful with all the deco and weird looking costumes but we'll be going back tomorrow to get lunch...perhaps i might snap a few picture but don't count on it...heheh


So thats pretty much our weekend (well esok ader lg) but it was to be a more of a studying-type of weekend but it turn out to be more fun that i thought...thanks LOVE!


p/s: I bought a new bean bag with black and white stripe...owh sungguh suke!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

He was there...everytime wihout failed...

Yesterday I had one of those 'why me?' day...it was so severe that I have a very puffy face this morning due to crying-sampai-sedu type late last night...nasib baik fiance was at my place playing dota with the boys...he just let me cry sampai puas while holding me...


After 30 minutes of crying non stop, I finally stop and he knew I need a fresh air...so he walk me to the car (wearing pyjama+blanky+pillow) and headed to the beach...he lowered my seat and put a blanket over...he stop to get my favourite coffee while i wait in the car *not saying a word*...


Parked at our favourite spot and ask me to relax and go to sleep...he open the window and switched off the engine...it was really quiet...just the sounds of waves...he knew that makes me calm...


This has been his routine every time i get sad and I love him so much for just knowing what to do every time...I always said to him that I don't know what I'll do without you and I know its a cliche but I literally mean it...I don't think I'll be where I am if he was not here with me...he was always there...


1st year - He was there (physically and emotionally) when my mum passed away...I remember watching a pigeon sitting at my window (never have i've seen before any birds that sit on my window) looking at us, as if blessing us together...

2nd year - He was there making sure i eat, drink and sleep when I wasn't eating or drinking or sleeping for 3 whole days, just lying in bed staring at the ceiling...

3rd year - He was there when I couldn't even stay in the lecture on anything relating to my mum's illness...Knowing every time "Ingat mama ke?.. lets just bail the class" and we'll walked out...

4th year - He was virtually there when I had to reseat one of my module...he couldn't be physically there so he gave me several cards with the exact time to open it...Each of the card was so well and thoughtfully written that I really think that he was there with me physically...

And in couple of months, we'll be together for 5 years...and I couldn't be happier to have him in my life...the true meaning of 'patah tumbuh hilang berganti' (See I do know Malay phrase)



Saturday, February 14, 2009

Traffic jam Conversation (Filler post, eceh hari2 tulis pun nk ader filler post)

Remember when I talked about our manje-gedks scene/conversation during traffic jam yesterday...I realized that i tend to do stupid random thing during traffic jam...x kire la dgn sape2...another scene took place in a car with my big bro during traffic jam in KL...owh to tell this story you have to know that my dad used to be (as in dh retire) agriculture research officer, so basically his work is to 'stare' at leaves (and other part of plants, of course) and somehow deduce a scientific conclusion about the plant (haha, i soo hope he doesnt read my blog or confirm kene pancung)...anyway back to the topic, which is the traffic jam scene



Moi: Ishh, teruk nyer jam...
Moi: Bosan giler (setelah abis usha sumer abg2 kete sebelah)
Moi: xde bende ker bleh buat kat dalam kete nie? (Sambil mengeledah segala compartment dlm kete)
Bro: Dah jam nak wat aper lagi? Woi ko buat aper tu?
Moi: Hah aper nie? (sambil membelek2 kertas2 A4 berprintkan nama segala jenis pokok
in 72 Tahoma font yg saye xleh imagine rupa bentuknyer kerana tidak pernah amik tahu)
Bro: Ayah punye la tu, untuk label pokok2 die
Moi: Duh *as in la i don't know, sape lg yang suke pokok*

Tertiba saye terjumpe kertas bertulis 'ubi gendut' dan idea tertibe menjelma...

Moi: Bro, aper kate aku tempek kertas nie kat tingkap tunjuk kat bro kat sebelah tu, mesti die hot kan kene panggil ubi gendut... (sambil gelak)
Bro: Ko jangan buat klakar qish, aku tinggal ko kat tepi jln nie kang!
Moi: (sambil buat2 x dgr) Tak pun, klu ko bengang ngan sesape, ko tempek jer kertas nie, panasss jer org tu nanti...gilerla ko mesti the only person that drive well-prepared with 'cursing' statement...kire cintakan bahasa what...ohh ubi gendut... (sambil gelak lagi)


*gelak guling2 atas lantai atau name glamer shortformnye ROFL*


Well i know its a stupid joke, perhaps you didn't even laugh..but hey, you weren't there...its you-have-to be-there kinda joke...haha...ok enuff I'm bored, hence the entry..



p/s: Harini misi mencari frozen cili padi...for some weird reason sumer asian groceries dh abis (5 total k, abis satu wellington nie saye pusing)...and its gonna be a while for the stock to arrive, I am so gonna die...like last time stock petai and durian peket (saye simpan buat tempoyak) sungguh la lame xde, skang diorg dh ader, cili lak xde (I can live without those two but not the cili padi)...baby lets tanam cili jom, but not like the potato ye sayang (adeke die campak potato dh berakar umbi tu depan umah saye and highly hoping and having faith it will grow)
...owh my pumpkin!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Another entry...but an educative one for those wanting to travel...

Ok I'm on a blog roll for some weird reason, so bear with me...Nanti I MIA again, you'll miss me, haha (I can clearly hear, 'owh pliss')...

So harini aper nk citer eh...owh since i'm still excited with travelling plan but i can't say anything yet sampai its finalised, I feel like talking about travel plus this sunday ader Travel Expo again menyebabkan I teringat about my Europe trip...So I'll story-mory about my last Euro trip Summer 07/08 (yes kami summer end of the year)...


Ok I've been eyeing the Round-the-world ticket since ages but everytime I plan the route it is always too expensive...So one fine day, in Feb 2007, we (saye dan fiancee) went to Flight Centre Travel Expo...Initially the plan was just to browse around...Then at the MAS booth we saw this deal to Europe less than NZ2000 with a stop over in Malaysia, which is really great since we want to go home as well..The deal is really cheap since NZ-Malaysia is about NZ1500, so with an additional NZ500, we get to go to europe...Thus, right there and then we decided to go but we didn't wanna go just the two of us...it will be fun and more exciting if we go in a group...


So we decided to tell all of our friends asking who would want to come...Initially there 4 of our friends who were keen but finally only Ami and Aini whom decided to tag along (sian fiancee, the only guy)


The ticket only allows travel period of a maximum of 3 months, so we were playing with the dates to see how many days we can be travelling without going broke...Budget wise, we could travel for 3 weeks but after consulting the travel agent, we can only either travel for 18 days or 33 days...So kenela amik yg 18 days sahaja and fit what we can in that time period...Fiancee and I didn't want to stay few days in Malaysia on the way, we just wanted to transit a few hours in KLIA and fly straight to London but the girls wanted tog o home first then meet up in Barcelona...(poyo jer ayat 'we'll just meet up in Barcelona jer k, haha')


So, we decided on this,



So we had to decide on how to fit as much as the cities that we wanted to go in 18 days, and its a real challenge...the route changes so many times and finally we reach a decision after fitting in the transportation cost (train+cheap flights) and travel periods...the route was


London-Barcelona-Nice-Milan-Athens-Rome-Pisa-Florence-Venice-Innsbruck-Zurich-Frankfurt-Brussels-Amsterdam-Paris-London



Transportation wise, we chose both flights and rails...those mark with red are journey with flights and the blue are journey with the train...It does look giler serabut but it actually turns really2 good...bought cheap flight online from easyjet and ryanair whereas for the train, we bought eurail pass for 18 countries...


So onced the flight was confirmed and we received train schedule, we form the detailed itinerary, as below...its like super crowded bit it works really good as we never even had any missed flight/train (thats is everyday we rechecked the time for departure)...giler packed kan but its soo worth it...




Then, accomodation...we booked everything online and paid deposits...some require full payment but mostly just deposits...senang dh booked since at least we know we have a place to stay and we can do a budget on how much money to brings...so the overall budget were as below...



I think we planned the trip really thorough, which is good because we wanted to just enjoyed once we're there, which we did...


Entry gamba2 yg beribu2 di sana akan dibuat di lain hari...saye dh malas!


p/s:- Owh our end of the year travelling plans telah berkurangan *bummer* but i guess you won't miss what u don't know...eh cam lain jer ayat nie, ker 'you don't know what u'll be missing'...tp dh maksud lain...ok2 mereps

My Skin Care Regime

Kan dah kate, xle tido lg...tertido jup td lepas balik Queensgate (2 hours je ye kawan2)...so skang terkebil2 x tau nk wat...jadi marila dgr saye wat review brg2 Clinique...Oh tadi x beli pape kat Queensgate, penat tunggu optometrists dan eye exam yg sangat lame (die check mate saye 40 minit+kene kutuk cheapskate pakai contact lense monthly, bak kate die nz x perscribe monthly, hanye fortnightly and Acuvue 2 tu dh lapuk, cis! *mumbling, bukannye aku nk beli contact lense pun, nk wat spec jer, sbb kedai ko jual murah jer aku ader kat sini, cepatla check!*) dan lapar dan hujan dan menyesal balik waktu hujan+5.00pm = traffic jam giler teruk dan malas masak = makan lauk leftovers...hmmm cam takde continuity jer ayat tu, ok nampak sgt dh mereps...so here goes..


Earlier (awal tahun lepas kire earlier ker?, haha) someone ask about my skin care...so I'll just do an entry on it...I've been using Clinique for more than 2 years now...been wanting to use it since high school lagi, but manela mampu waktu tu...I don't have a huge range of its product, I only have the essentials...I used the 3 steps (facial wash+toner+lotion) twice a day and I love this 3 steps product...pagi-pagi lepas basuh muke with the liquid facial soap mesti rase cam 'terbangun' (haha if there's such word)...I also like the pump feature because senang nak amik and everytime I squirt the same amount of soap yg keluar (just enough for my face, takdela terlebih ker terkurang)


Next step is exfoliating with its Clarifying Lotion/toner...yang nie I like sebab everytime wipe with cotton wool mesti ader dirt, rase cam 'wah! sumer kekotoran hilang' *exxagerating, i know*...but you do get my point, no?



Next is moisturizing with the Dramatically Different Lotion...yang nie pulak I like because of it does not make your face rase oily and once again the pump feature...


Ok basically those 3 products are the only thing I used in the morning, skin care wise...Usually pi skola I don't use make up that much, just loose powder, mascara and lip gloss...and compact powder for touching up during the day (which is so not often sebab malas)


At night, after wiping off the what's left makeup on my face I'll repeat the 3 steps mentioned above...Then after the 3rd step, I'll use another lotion, total turnaround visible skin renewer...Owh I soo love this product because after several usage I really can feel my skin smoother...



Then I use the Intensive Eye Cream...This cream works wonder!...I remember when we went to Europe, we had like 36 hours of travelling from Wellington to Barcelona and for sure I was not up-to my skin care regime...so sampai Barcelona, eye bag giler horror...after 2 appliances of the cream, terus hilang...hebat sungguh! And I prefer cream than gel because I hate using gel due to it leaving skin feeling sticky...rimas!


Other than that I use its Turnaround 15-Minute Facial for face mask once a week...
I just recently bought its Thermal-active pore minimizer to help reduce the pore hence the blackheads...


So thats basically it...xdela muke giler licin berseri2 but bolela, haha *abaikan, kepala weng x tido* Sekian Titik noktah


p/s: semalam main dota, berjaye bunuh 17 heroes, terase diri semakin mantap haha, kene teruskan berlatih supaya bleh berlawan dgn budak lelaki aka fiance kerana fiance sangat cocky mengatakan ' hmm klu lawan awak, saye bunuh awak jerla, xyah bunuh heroes lain', dan saye balas 'ey jahat' sambil menumbuk manje di lengan nyer (sile muntah if mahu) dan menarik muke masam sambil mengcross tangan, lalu balas fiance 'takkan nk dtg kat awak, ahhh, bunuhla' dengan suara, ala2 soft (sile jgn mengimagine ba'am begitu)...lalu kami ketawa berdekah2 <- conversation yg berlaku tatkala traffic jam teruk td, nampak sgt dh abis topik...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Oh Insomnia!

Yes, I have problem sleeping! I've always had such a problem but its getting worse. For the pass 72hrs, i've only slept 7 hours in total! 2 jam tido and tetibe terjage...everytime without fail...sampai nangis la sakit pale yg xleh tido tu...Fiance makes chamomile tea to help and it works a little...So i have more not-sleeping time, hence the more blogging post...I look like crap but at least eye bag not so visible, thanx to my Clinique Intensive Eye Cream...this cream works wonder!

On a happier note, we're going home end of this year with several *cough* travel plans which I'm not gonna revealed yet...I guess you just have to wait anxiously+excitedly like I am (ceh cam ader jer yg nk anxious and excited, haha)...So I'm glad to have something to look forward to and so excited doing all the planning, YEAY! Saye mmg suke planning. It won't be an extravagant euro trip in 2007 but saye still SUKE!

Ok, if I still am not sleeping tonight, I'll blog more...for now, I need to go to Westfield Queesgate to do a new spectacle...powerku naik lagi!...



p/s: Saye still sedih tak dapat beli Dior Addict 2 (sebab dh abis) kat Kirkaldies and Stains haritu, 100dollar jer with lotion and a cute Dior bag! *hint baby hint* ;)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

A 'kinda' very long entry...

*WARNING: A Very Long Entry (hey I've been AWOL for months, what do you expect)*

So its been months since i last blog...well actually I've been missing for months, ie no communication at all with other human beings...haha except certain people la kan (those who GENUINELY care)...I just don't feel like talking or seeing anyone...well not that anyone noticepun *self-pitying*...haha nolah of course some notice...

konon
trying to disconnect with everyone including bestie...and it turn out to be a big mistake...straight away i receive a screaming phone call (oh yes, she screamed and very LOUDLY i must add) and another 20 minutes of nagging from bestie because i didnt reply her frenster msg and phone txt (but she claims heaps of email, msgs and txts)...Sayang, thank you for screaming and yelling k, it does feel like you were there beside me like the old good times eventhough you are miles away in Padang...and D i know u care as well but you are really2 busy with the new job + *wink* and knows that Naza will report back to you about everything...haha...and yes i can't go back for you *wink* and i'm still kicking my self for that...demmit!


So what have I been doing this past months......i did think of going home (cause dad always pay everything kan, ahaks) but somehow didn't feel like it...i felt like just lazying around at home and not go anywhere but come to think about it I think it has been a quite productive 'lazying around'...

Let see,

  • Shopping is a mustla kan but i didn't do much i think...just one sass and bide jean and a scarf from kirkaldie and stein, clinique 3 steps, Esprit work belt and coin purse.... for 3 months that is a little of shopping plus with all the sales going on...proud of myself..*self-pat on the back* ;)
  • Spring cleaning of the house and did some re arranging of the furniture...bought a drawer/dressing table (finally!) and did some home craft a little bit...well more of storage boxes...i did some gardening as well (sampai melecet2 jari i)...haha...
  • Polishing my baking skills...owh fiancela yg paling happy with this...everyday ader new dessert: chocolate cake, cheesecake, cream puff, banana cake, cookies, apricot danish, tuna puff etc...(owh saye tak kuase nak tangkap pic for every dish)
  • Reading novels again (its been ages since i last read a novel)...so i was reading the whole shopaholic series again (just in time before the movie premier) and also all the other Sophie kinsella's book...and currently thinking of buying the twilight set...
  • Renting dvd every week from Video ezy terchenta plus re-watching SATC, gilmore girls and the O.C for the who-knows-how-many-times-already...Finally was able to download the whole 4 seasons of The Hills (telah mengupgrade ke 40gb, so super downloading all cerite under the sun)...haha
  • Addicted to Dota..haha blame the fiance! But I'm getting really good, I mean really good...Killing up to 12 heroes without mati...*Perasan hebat sedangkan satu hero jer reti gune*

Ok I think thats pretty much it...ceh ingat cam banyak nk tulis, poyo jer...Anyway I'm too lazy to upload pictures...So till then, toodles!