Oh surgery run...

I've just started a new run, surgery and I hated it...ok to be fair i'm not keen to go through it and hence i skipped school today...I haven't met my team yet and seriously I'm not looking forward for the next 8 weeks, 6 weeks surgery and 2 weeks ED...

fiance doing ED first and this week he's doing late shift, 1500-2200...so i'm not gonna see him for the whole week, since i'm in the hospital 0730-1700...maybe if I'm being sent to ED to admit patient, i can catch a glimpse of him....*giler mengade*

We pretty much passed all of our runs this year, 4 to be exact...just 3 more to go, tapi to be honest I'm super malas...for the first time in my life, I just wanted it to end asap and head back home...I'm no longer thinking of staying here nor contemplating to stay...dad and bestie are so gonna be happy to hear this...but seriously i had enough, i just wanted be surrounded by loved ones...

On another note I'm broke...just recently bought another high purchase but I'm loving it, i think...its just that with this purchase, there so many downside to it but hey, I'm getting used to not getting everything i want now...

Life is not always easy...

OMG super berabuk blog nie...I can't believe dah nak masuk bulan april and I don't have a single entry for this year...life have been super busy beyond believe and I never thought I could be this busy...penat takyah citer lah..lost 4 kg in the past 4 months tanpa buat pape, klu buat pape mesti berkg2..but manela nak slot in time nak wat pape...as for now asal berat x naik dah patut bersyukur...

Currently I'm pretty much in the hospital 8-5, balik beli takeaway and watch anything I downloaded the night before and straight to bed...hari2 macam tu, giler xde life...weekend lak sleep in till late and then run errands, either going to launderette or buying groceries...

i kinda hate that i barely have any time for myself but at the same time i kinda love the working-in-the-ward life, tapi to certain extentla... not loving the 6pm baru finish ward round and the job lists needing to be done after that...

As for now, I'm just going with the flow...I do get the occasional what-the-hell-am-I-doing-with-my-life, but hey who doesn't?